Lost my daddy yesterday

Barbara

Lucky <beachgirlcindeyahoo.com> wrote:

Hi everyone, its almost a year off Paxil and I have done good. I
stayed home with my father with his lung and blockage problems and he
died in my arms yesterday. I know he is at peace but its still hard to
lose him.

So far ok without the Paxil or anything. I think I have learned self
control....we can get through anything with faith and I know that has
carried me the past year.

Everyone, take a moment to tell the ones you love "you love them"....I
did not know daddy was going to die yesterday and that is something we
never did in our relationship, but I wish I had told him before he died
how much I loved him.

Thank you Barbara for your kind note. I will keep you & your mother
in my prayers.

Its been--12 days without my daddy and its so strange. Everything is
just different. I have been very sad but the bottom line is, I have
made it again without Paxil or anything.

When I lost my brother in 91 and sister in 2003, I was on Paxil and I
also took 1/2 nerve pill to get me through it each day. I took
nothing this time but an asprin for headache.

I feel a little weak and still cry but thats normal, I don't think
that is a reason to get back on anything.

I have to learn to feel this pain and live with it without any help,
other than what we have on here. This has been very suportive.

Thanks again.

- In PAXILyahoogroups.com, barbara <stargrlskater7...> wrote:
&gt;
> Lucky , What a beautiful thing you did for your Dad, that should be
enough consolation to guide you into the next 100 yrs,
> I'm off Paxil for 5 days, I also have the same worry when my Mom
is going to die, stay strong YOUR A WINNER!!!!!!!!! WE ALL NEED TO
DEAL WITH OUR FEELINGS (THEY ARE REALLY OUR FRIENDS)My condolences to
you, your a good person with no reason to feel bad.
> Barbara
&gt;
> Lucky <beachgirlcinde...> wrote:
&gt; Hi everyone, its almost a year off Paxil and I have done
good. I
> stayed home with my father with his lung and blockage problems and
he
> died in my arms yesterday. I know he is at peace but its still hard
to
> lose him.
>
> So far ok without the Paxil or anything. I think I have learned
self
> control....we can get through anything with faith and I know that
has
> carried me the past year.
>;
> Everyone, take a moment to tell the ones you love "you love
them&quot;....I
> did not know daddy was going to die yesterday and that is something
we
> never did in our relationship, but I wish I had told him before he
died
> how much I loved him.
>