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	2006-05-27 02:12:42

almost Jan of this year and over the past three weeks I have been so jumpy and so tired I mean to the point I can sleep pretty much all night and get up and like 4 hours later I am tired all over again. I feel like I don't know any of my friends and I am so paranoid or everything. When I try to go to sleep no matter how tired I am I fight it and check and recheck stuff around the house to make sure everything is okay before I pass out from being so tired and running around trying not to freak out it is like a constent panic attack. I feel lost and I don't feel like I know who I am anymore. I feel confused and lost. I am not eatting hardly at all and bright lights, music or anything going to fast makes me just freak out and I have nightmares. I went through a withdrawal process it was hard but I thought that I was through it and now I am tripping worse than ever. I have been to the ER more than twice and I have been to my family doc who said for me to either take paxil again to feel better or take zoloft. I am at the point of tears and I am under so much stress I can't think and I am so not happy but I am afraid to take anymore meds for this. Has anyone been through what I am going through now and does it sound like I just need my meds again? Does this ever get better?  Sorry about freaking out but my mind seems to be blank and racing at the same time, Denise.

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