I have no job, im a fultime student studying at home
through UNISA. I have 1friend i trust BUT THEY WIL
never let me move out. WHY WHY WHY WHATS WRONG BLAH
BLAH BLAH.
How can I get my parents to understand that I can take
years until im over the abuse and rape. I want them to
know it just doesnt vanish within minutes of therapy.
Mayb i should break the news to my mother that her
father touchd me at 7 but AGAIN she wont believe me. I
dont show it but Im crying inside.
Megan
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<zoesgardenverizon.net> wrote:
>
> We've all read the books to try to understand what's
going on with us.
> I wore out my library card reading them. And now
everything is on the
> internet. Although I learned the most from John
Bradshaw's books.
> Sounds like you are stuck in emergency mode. You're
a long-tailed cat
> in a room full of rockers. Chances are that you
cannot get out of
> emergency mode until you find a way to leave home.
You might want to
> look into going into a shelter. In emergency mode,
you cannot get
> grounded. You are always in ready position to fight
or flight and for
> you, you are picking flight. Hiding. Wasting away.
Your body was not
> meant to live in such intensity. You're always
hypervigilant, sleeping
> with one eye open, if at all. Waiting for the next
shoe to drop. There
> is no peace.
>
> Is there anywhere else to live? A relative that you
trust? A friend? A
> shelter? Even temporarily? Could you plan to go AWAY
to school next
> quarter? Do you have a job? Take one thing at a
time. Laundry is not
> that difficult but this is something you CAN ask
your mother to help
> you with. "Mom, how do you work the washer? I
think
it's time I learned
> how to do my own clothes." That would be one
proactive step in the
> right direction, towards independence.
>
>
>
>
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