Well I wish... *and an introduction*

I am Brandon and
just turned 16 last August... I have been cutting for
several
years now (since I was 11, I think... Not so sure anymore.)
I slowed
down for awhile, and my life was actually looking up, but
then it
seemed to go back down hill... I will probably be posting
alot here,
now that I have regular access to the internet.

I just started to realize that whenever I started to get
really
depressed, I got really active, and like, manic, I guess.
Like, I
started thinking about how my living situation is going, and
then I
started thinking about how I could kill myself and shit, and
then got
really energetic and started to switch rooms with my dads
one *I have
the bigger room right now, and I am going to switch rooms
with my dad,
so its more like a normal household, where my dad has the
biggest
room* so I started like cleaning shit and moving shit *my
dad is at
work right now* and seems like I started to sweat alittle
bit, and
started to like, panic and shit, there is just so fucking
much to do.

I wish I had a way to fix everything.


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http:/
/www.palace.net/~llama/psych/injury.html

Hi Brandon, I'm sorry to hear that you're having such a
tough time.  I
pasted a link to a site  that was really helpful to me when
I had a
more intense struggle with self-injury.

Be gentle with yourself and take care as best you can.

beckie

On 4/5/07, (s)AINT <b.grinsteadgmail.com> wrote:
>
> I am Brandon and
> just turned 16 last August... I have been cutting for
several
> years now (since I was 11, I think... Not so sure
anymore.) I slowed
> down for awhile, and my life was actually looking up,
but then it
> seemed to go back down hill... I will probably be
posting alot here,
> now that I have regular access to the internet.
>

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