Re: hi

james... c... i am seeing both a psychaitrist and a
psychologist...but
all of it isnt helping much... esp... seeing as my therapist
is gone
for like 2 mths (at a time i really need him).  and if u
mean by
clinic as a hostpial... ive been evaluated 5 times!
been to the hospital 5 times... in this past year alone

im 15... been through so much i  cant even put it in
words... i was
kicked out of the house... but now that im back... we dont
talk AT
ALL... my mom described it to me as a war zone

time may heal all my cuts and burns... but the
"woderful memories" my
dad has left me with... that wont ever go away

On Aug 5, 9:26 am, James Easton <jameseasto...hotmail.com> wrote:
> Metaphorically speaking, you are in good hands. Get
it?
> Like you are in contact with myself and other people to
discuss your situation.
> So many people can tell you how tough it was growing up
with their parents.
> Anger passes, time heals wounds.
> Sounds like you need to go to a clinic and talk about
this to a doctor.
> That is a start. Get a referral to a place where you
can discuss the details, like when it all started, and who
is to blame and how to change.
> When I was 16 my Dad kicked me out of the house.
> I stayed with a friend for a couple of days, then made
arrangements to stay with my grama.
> She was a heavy alcoholic, but underneath her drinking
problem she was fun to hang out with cook meals together,
and watch MASH and Jeopardy.. hahaha... why am I telling you
this.
> At first I resented my father. He's always been strict
and sometimes a major hypocrite.
> Growing up can be difficult, but tossing out murder and
suicide like you are careless about it is
> certainly
> a cry for help.
> So help is here.
> And it's whereever you look for it.
> And it sometimes ends up finding you.
> You need to get started on repairing the problem.
> I KNOW I KNOW, he may be part of the problem but
Someone has to take the initiative.
> That means you.
> Seek a counsellor or psychologist NOW.
> Come back and talk on here if you wish. No one is going
Anywhere.
> You have to take steps, one at a time, to progress to
something better.
> Think about 10 years down the road. You'll be living
your life as an adult, free of the tyranny of your father.
Who knows, you might actually get along then.
> You always gotta give life a chance! No matter what she
throws your way, you are put on this earth to make choices.
MAKE GOOD CHOICES.
>
> Peace Out Bro,
> James> From: lebanese...hotmail.com> To:
The-Journey-Insidegooglegroups.com> Subject: [The Journey
Inside] Re: hi> Date: Sat, 4 Aug 2007 21:25:33 -0700>
> > good hands?> my parents ...w ell .. lets jsut
say rnt the best...a nd now im into> one of the biggest
fights with my dad... idk... not both of us can> like...
and ive always wanted to c how it would feel like to
take> someones life away... and its either gonna be his
or mine> > On Aug 1, 10:25 pm, James Easton
<jameseasto...hotmail.com> wrote:> > Lots of
people are paying attention, there is support. Suicide is a
thought that comes and goes. You have to will a new thought
in place. You might think this is dumb, but praying for good
things is a real suicide showstopper!> > Honestly, I
am 33 and I went since the begining of highschool til just
recently not having something to believe in. It was more of
a natural connection I found than a religious one.> >
I know how you feel, I have experienced it too.> > I
am a suicide survivor, and coincidentally, my boyfriend is
in the hospital right now for getting too depressed.>
> Try writing out what you want to make your life better,
and think about the future when you achieve your goals.>
> Stay on the path, we're all here with you. You're in
good hands.> >> > > From: lebanese...hotmail.com> To: The-Journey-Insidegooglegroups.com> Subject: [The Journey Inside]
hi> Date: Wed, 1 Aug 2007 21:14:38 -0700> > > so
im new to this group... and new to this whole idea
accutally> > ive got several issues, but dont know how
to deal with them... docs> have failed on me, as i have
failed on them...> right now im set with a wonderful
therapist, and i feel, one of the> best psychatrists.>
but... my porblem is... is that my therapist... well hes
on> vaccation...a nd in going through quite a bit right
now... and need> him to be here for me... but hes not>
> im always haveing these feeling of suicide going
through my head...a> nd if i tell my psychatrist...
well.. hell just send me back to the> hostpial for
another week for the 6th time in a year! and besides...
i> have to be in my summer school, or else theyll drop
me> > > anyways... as to not make u all read the
story... if anyone feels like> they can help me... go
ahed and contact me at:> lebanese...hotmail.com> > >
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